Sorry guys, my life .

Those of you who made me to think carefully bout Lina my bebey. This post is for you. I know it was hard for me to make a proper choice but i think i've made it. And i WANT to be with her. I no its kinda wrong but i've thought bout it carefully ready. Please dont stop me. I know what i'm doin. Dont worry. I am grown up enough to look after myself. I'll know what to do if any troubles arises. I can handle it. The think is i've talked to her n she cried. If i we're to be her also i'll be sad. haiya. You guys just dont see what i've seen. Its just hard to see. I know she's nt using me. I hope. If you were in her shoes, you will feel like shit to. So try to understand can? Please? I hope you guys understand. I love her too much. Too much for you guys to imagine. hmmm . This post is for my friends n her. Please don't be miss understood by anything aite maytes. Cheers

Barney.
LINA BEBEY



Scared&Confused

Yes, i'm SCARED of my N-Level result and CONFUSED about her. What should i do? N-Level results just around the corner. 18th of Dec. Hmm. No mood acctually. My heart is soo heavy right now. Thinking bout her. Called her and guest what? Abng Dan picked up. Was supprised to her a guys voice. So i peng-ed anyhow lah. Wanna ask her tomorrow work anot. blabla. Rubbish. Ask lots of question. Abang Dan caring i see? Caring, kiss my ass scum up fu**er!! Up Yours. If you wanna be caring and be like an elder brother then act like one lah. Please. Sorry you. I'm just kinda sick of hearing your fuc*ed up stories. My eyes had been already hurt enough by looking at you that day. Did i regret knowing you? Did i? My heart is too heavy to carry on. With Abng Dan around no way i can be yours. GET ME? I still do not know if you have forgotten your previous guy, i don't know. I wanna ask her a few questions just now but i dont feel like asking. She was taunting me to tell but i just could'nt. I find away or so. if you gonna do stupid stuff or use me well go think very well for yourself. All the lies i had to tell to mama just to give you my care n concern. So yah, go think for yourself. I love you but i do not know if i should continue anot. Everynight i have to worry about you so do not do things you should not do aites. Just not feeling normal. Its such a burdern.
haizzz.
(ps: to you guys who know but this, please help me. I dunnoe what to do.)


Barney.
I love you okays?