Friends

Eerrrmm.. Yah it just finished raining heavily. And I just munched on some snaks. ahhh.. OK. I dunnoe why I feel this way. I feel i have something to tell the world but it suddenly just slipped out lah. Today just is'nt my day ok. I feel lethargic like hell. Friends just are not with me I guess. Its whether I don't see or its just true that they are not there.

It feels like shit. And I really mean shit. Sometimes it also sucks eh if your stuck in between fights. Some people hate me being friends with this particular person, some do the opposite way. Actually I was not involve lah but I dont know why suddenly I was involve. Who should i side now. How? If i leave this matter out, both will hate me. And do want people hating you? I sure not. How am I to settle this? I dunnoe lah. Now its like I am involve and I'm making it more worst. It just sucks lah.

Society

Society is a bunch of people around us. And you see different society around us. And some people hate certain society. But acctaully I don't. Some people mistaken us for the bad. They just judge us buy the cover. Good-good religious people sometimes also look down on us. Is smoking or fighting etc. wrong?
No its not. Its just depends on which society we mix. Don't tell me everything you did was all perfect. I dont look down on junkies. I just know that its a wrong and illegal thing to take but I knw tht they just mixed around with the wrong society. Yah. I just wanna tell you people that I mix around with people which is MY KIND OF SOCIETY. And i hope you understand. I just don't learn from my parents but my friends too. And I admit tht some of the actions are wrong but I knw what I'm doing, I also admit that i mix around with the wrong society.

OK. And I feel thats just all lah. I just hate it when people look down on us!!

Can I ask you people something? Tag your answer on my tagboard.

If your in a fight with someone. Which would you choose??

1) Would you pretend to make others happy when your not?
2) Fight and get it over with?
3) Just ignore?

Yah I just leave that to you peeps to answer that cause sometimes this problem just bothers me. And its hurting me ah.
Help me ah. I dunnoe why must me go through this ah. I dunnoe. If forgetting seems to be the solution its as well difficult for me and for you. So what shall we do. Forgetting is difficult because we been through alot of things together. I dunnoe.

Bye<3
Young,Loud&Proud.
Help me.
I am hurt ah kays??
Love you Bella.