Weirdest Dream

Hey peeps. Erm, recently talk to Farah but still nothing feels like before. Looking at her just makes me feel sad. Argh!! I just feel empty inside sey. Lots of things are running true my mind now. Farah n my results. My results sucks. Gotten a lecture for my parents last two days. It just sucks. They are tired talking to me everytime i fail. Mom told me to change my "tk kisah" attitude which i admit i have. Lagi this year N-Level. Haiyah!!

I wanna change things. I really want to change things. But its all in me. Arghh. This just sucks. I wanna the change my attitude n my friendship with Farah. BoHooo!! I just feel like crying seh. Yayang, tkpe jgn tlng. Terima Kasih. THanks. I appreciate but what for if u like the person n that person dose'nt like you rite? She admitted she was'nt my bestfriend. She acctually dont know that I really treat her with all my heart sey. Arghhh!!! Tkpe lah.

The most weiderst dream happen last nite. I dreamt of Farah, Syafie, Arif n me. I dreamt that she layan us three. But not that normal layan sey. Layan more then a friend type. Evrything seems ok in the dream. No jealousy, no fights. Arghh!! I wish it was like that ah. But ofcourse Farah MUST layan Ariff more lah. Ah! Its only a dream but I really take it to the heart.

I dunnoe what to do. I think about you when i'm down but i'm sad because of you that I loose. I also dont want you to do anything. Maybe just go to other people now which u have. Everything i say, mesti u ada benda nk ckp alek. How are we gonna solve it? Nvm.4get me lah. Its just the solution. We just go our seperate ways lah. It may be difficult for me to leave you but maybe its the rite thing.


Barney ='(
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I'll Leave u lah!
Cheers&Beers.