I just can'nt get YOU out of my mind

I just can not get you of my mind. I just can not. Now no one is beside me to hear my problems. I regret creating all this. I just can not. HELP!! I regret, I just regret. Why did I create this mess. Why? I dunnoe lah. I just want to cry sak. WHAT THE FUCK!! I regret hurting you. Maybe its true. I am self-centered. Yah. All the words you reffered to me is true. Why must I be like this. Why? I dunnoe. I swear I dunnoe. I dunnoe if we will be like before if we were together back. Is not easy to let you off like that. Everynite, I read ur messages which hurt me too. Why must it be like this. Why? I regret. I swear I regret. If you were to accept me back, will it be like before? God knows. God knows. Yah. Its true. I am self-centerd. But how am I gonna change myself? Its just me. How the FUCK am i gonna change. Fuckin FRUSTRATED. Fuckin FRUSTRATED. I hate pretending. Pretending that I already lost you. I just hate it. I am just SORRY. I dont know. I dont want to loose you. Thats why i say sorry. I Loose! I give in! ArgH!!!


Barney =(
All Alone.
Cheers&Beers

Good luck for your game 2morrow. I'll pray you win!!