Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Y 12:04 AM

Sorry guys, my life .

Those of you who made me to think carefully bout Lina my bebey. This post is for you. I know it was hard for me to make a proper choice but i think i've made it. And i WANT to be with her. I no its kinda wrong but i've thought bout it carefully ready. Please dont stop me. I know what i'm doin. Dont worry. I am grown up enough to look after myself. I'll know what to do if any troubles arises. I can handle it. The think is i've talked to her n she cried. If i we're to be her also i'll be sad. haiya. You guys just dont see what i've seen. Its just hard to see. I know she's nt using me. I hope. If you were in her shoes, you will feel like shit to. So try to understand can? Please? I hope you guys understand. I love her too much. Too much for you guys to imagine. hmmm . This post is for my friends n her. Please don't be miss understood by anything aite maytes. Cheers

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Barney.
LINA BEBEY


Wednesday, December 12, 2007 Y 1:00 AM

Scared&Confused

Yes, i'm SCARED of my N-Level result and CONFUSED about her. What should i do? N-Level results just around the corner. 18th of Dec. Hmm. No mood acctually. My heart is soo heavy right now. Thinking bout her. Called her and guest what? Abng Dan picked up. Was supprised to her a guys voice. So i peng-ed anyhow lah. Wanna ask her tomorrow work anot. blabla. Rubbish. Ask lots of question. Abang Dan caring i see? Caring, kiss my ass scum up fu**er!! Up Yours. If you wanna be caring and be like an elder brother then act like one lah. Please. Sorry you. I'm just kinda sick of hearing your fuc*ed up stories. My eyes had been already hurt enough by looking at you that day. Did i regret knowing you? Did i? My heart is too heavy to carry on. With Abng Dan around no way i can be yours. GET ME? I still do not know if you have forgotten your previous guy, i don't know. I wanna ask her a few questions just now but i dont feel like asking. She was taunting me to tell but i just could'nt. I find away or so. if you gonna do stupid stuff or use me well go think very well for yourself. All the lies i had to tell to mama just to give you my care n concern. So yah, go think for yourself. I love you but i do not know if i should continue anot. Everynight i have to worry about you so do not do things you should not do aites. Just not feeling normal. Its such a burdern.
haizzz.
(ps: to you guys who know but this, please help me. I dunnoe what to do.)


Barney.
I love you okays?


Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Y 12:07 AM

Opinion?

uhum. Kinda feeling alil sick in the mind about things. arrived home from work like around 10+. Today seems like a day everyone ask me not to be mad about them. So what should i do. Although a small little quarel seems like a big deal to me now a days. Don't know why i feel like that. Work was like normal just that, did some wrong doings. Dont want to explain further. Not in the mood. Simply said. Today feels a little SUCKY

I want to ask you guys who often read my blog. Have you ever been in a position where you wanted to be friends with this particular person or group but they treated you kind of differently? Like you are not welcome. Like that. Its like you wanna join these cool people but they are like telling you "hey you bugger. your not cool enough to join our gang. go do something cool like stuffing your head up your ass then you can be one of ours" haha. Like dat. But i dont really care. I of course would'nt do such a silly thing. But i will just people say what, "GO WITH THE FLOW". Am i right?

haiya. Second thing is that. I want to ask you guys. Is having a bf or gf a good thing which is important in your life right now in this stage of your life? No offence to people in their relationships. Just asking. How important are them to you? Equally important as your family members? hmm. Just curious. You people mention go through the ups and downs of your relationship together but end up. Do want to say. You yourself should know huh. Not that its wrong to have a relationship but just curious cause i thought of getting into uhuh you know but. I think i shall enjoy my "bujang" life first. hah.

ok lah. I think dats all i shall blog today. Wanna sleep early. Tomorrow go skimming. haha. Cheers.

Barney.
"Money isn't everything"


Tuesday, November 06, 2007 Y 5:43 PM

Boring&FreakingMAD

Ok. Today is a totally boring day. Was supposed to go Skim at East Coast with Yazid and Gbong. But our plan had to be postponed due to the rain. Gbong called me after i woke up and told me it was raining heavily around his estate. Rain was'nt so heavy in Pasir Ris. haiz. So i slept back. Woke up and called Gbong. Now the rain had stop but Yazid could'nt be contacted. Arghh. Was tired so i continued to sleep till 3. haha. 3pm in the afternoon. Well was tired because slept 4am last morning. Doin what? Checkin out girls on frienster with ZulZuko. gagaga. Now updating(as you can read) haha. After blogging i dont know what todo. Tought of goin for a jog. Haha. Niwae i am now FREAKIN pissed off with the WildWildWet management. Freakin pissed off. Nevermind, i shall be patient. I have to agree with Yazid&Gbong ah. Arghhh!!!

Cheers!
"My way,My life.
Easily said,Simply done.
Fight for your rights,Remember our roots
Think with your brains,Not with your boots "


Thursday, November 01, 2007 Y 8:58 PM

Comebackid

Hey! Yo i'm back after leaving my blog dead for months. Haha I kow you guys miss me aites? Ok i know, i know. Hmm. Actually, lots of things passed by smoothly. Bulan Ramadan & Hari Raya. FoooOOO. All went smoothly. Fasted for a month and enjoyed for another month. Collected money with pockects wide open waiting for $$$$ to go in. haha

I also finished my N's. Would'nt say i pass or fail becauseeeeee, the paper was'nt too hard nor too easy. This even made me more scarier to obtain my reasults. I admit it, i did'nt study PROPERLY for the last few papers because i was rather thinking of a quick holiday. haha Anyway, its over so, for now i shall not think of books, schools etc. I shall work and earn money soo i can acctually enjoy before i cry geting my results. haha

Andand, I now work at WILD WILD WET. So if your goin there, give me a beep. Not that i will give you free tickets or anything because i myself do not get any, but surely it will be fun to see you guys enjoying with me around. haha My pay will be on 7th of November. I shall get my ATM Card ready. But guys, do not go up to me to and ask for a treat. Because the next thing i will do is give a punch in ur face. haha No lah, kidding only. The money i shall save to buy a DSLR camera. After toggling with Shango's camera which was the 400D i feel like buying it cause i want to make photography my passion. And i am serious about it. haha. So sorry guys. Not untill i get my camera shall i treat u guys. hehe

I think dats all about it i wanted to share with you guys. I hope i did'nt miss out on anything else. If i do, i'll tell you guys in the upcoming post aites. Till again see ya!!

Barney.
Pinky Dinky Do.
Cheers&Beers.


Thursday, July 12, 2007 Y 6:47 PM

Hey, erm. Back? Gone?

Wei! I'm back. Barney's back. Hey sorry for not updating for a long long long..... time. Busy. Busy doing what also i dunnoe. Lately when the blog was dead, lots of things happen in my life. BUt of course I am not goin to tell everything lah! hah.

During school holiday, went to Gabs house after remedial. Watch movie, smoke sheesa n slack like orang belo there. hehe

Celebrating ME BIRTHDAY. For your info it was on the 8th june. Went out with Haziq,Amy,Didi,Farah&Ifah. Watch Pirates of the Carribian.haha

Went back to school for NCC Part A camp. Fun giler with us running the whle camp. Ton with me maytes 1 day before the camp. All were stick together. Haha. Brothers.


Went to Pulau Redang. Ok lah. Though it was bored, me cousins made it fun lah with lots of bloopers. Haha. How cute. Can read bout it at Roszy's blog. haha

Yah I think thats all. Anywaie, I dont think i'll blog till after me N's. Want to study. Dont believe? Believe it!

Barney
Cheers&Beers
Love yah!!


Wednesday, May 30, 2007 Y 6:22 PM

Yesterday was UBER-DUPER fun.fun.fun

Acctually can no mood to post you know. Want to knw why? Shhh!! Because of that BITCH (FARAH) hahaha. Bodoh nye prompan. Pikir ape? Die tu lawah sngt? Prangai da mcm BITCH. nak step power. Buto lah girl!!


But wait-wait. My mood is not ruined yet. I dont want to let that COLDHEARTED whore, worn me down. I am also happy to share with you yesterday's story.


Sebenarnye, smlm Fatz,Gab,Sharifah,Haziq&me was supposed to go to Sentosa. Just for an outong biasa. But den, Gab ah, rosakkn plan. Die gi jatuh sakit plak. Kan leceh!! ahah. Nasib baik, Gab ada back up plan. Hah. Plan die is, go to Gabs house at Ochard. hehe. Yah with some uninvited guess, we still made it a memorable outing.


Met at Tamp mrt then off to Ochard. haha. It was SUPPER fun uh. Da lamekn tk jalan dkt Orchard. Haziq&me felt as though we were tourist n it really do fell awkward. Jalan sini, jalan sane. Macm orang jakon. Haha. Although Gab wasnt happy with the uninvited guest, she was really cool bout it and when with the flow. Hahah. Dats the way. Reach at Gab's appartment, we ate curry chicken. Sedap lah kalau mak die masak. haha. Da makan, kedebak,kedebuk.


Terus masuk swimming pool. Da lame plak tu tk swim. Swim lah lame2. Fun GILEERRR.... Gab n me went to SUDUCE Fatz till she became horny. Haha Horny basterd. weeee~ Fun lah, Sharifah was there to laugh n make songs, Songs whuch affect our ears!! haha niwae after tht we went take neoprints. As much as i hate it, i still took it and the pics were perfect. It's like a family photo. haha love you all lah.


kk2. here are some pics for you to see. Enjoy. CHEERSS!!!



Dah. Thats all folks
Cya!!